`Beautiful Disaster`

[Asher Gracin]

ASHER BRADLEY GRACIN

Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you, and I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'



+ + FATHER TELL ME SOMETHING

[/SIZE] hands on the mirror FAMILY
• can't get much clearer MOTHER
• can't make this all go away FATHER
• now that you're bleeding SISTER
• you stare at the ceiling BROTHER
• watch as it all fades away OTHER FAMILY (SPECIFY)[/color]
[/ul]+ + TAKE A LOOK AT THIS PHOTOGRAPH

[/SIZE] believe it or not FIRST NAMES
• everyone has things that they hide ACQUANTANCES
• believe it or not FAKE FRIENDS
• everyone keeps most things inside WISH YOU WERE [MY FRIEND]
• believe it or not BY ASSOCIATION
• everyone, believe in something above FRIEND OF A FRIEND
• believe it or not FAMILY FRIEND
• everyone needs to feel loved SECRET FRIENDS
• but we don't, and we won't DRINKING FRIENDS
• until we figure out SO-AND-SO
• could someone deliver us AVERAGE
• and send us some kind of sign PARTY FRIENDS
• so close to giving up AVERAGE
• because faith is so hard to find GOOD
• most of us feel like we’re losing ground CLOSE
• most of us wanna know why we're here BEST
• could someone deliver us BEST GUY
• and send us some kind of sign BEST GIRL
• because faith is hard to find CONFIDANT
• believe it or not PARTNERS IN CRIME
• everyone needs advice on how to get along LIKE FAMILY
• but we don’t, and we won’t FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS[/color]
[/ul]+ + I NEVER DREAMED THAT YOU’D BE MINE

[/SIZE] i like your pants around your feet IT’S COMPLICATED
• and I like the dirt that's on your knees FLEETING GLANCES
• and I like the way you still say please DREAMS OF YOU
• while you're looking up at me FLIRT
• you're like my favourite damn disease ONE SIDED CRUSH [SPECIFY]
• and I love the places that we go MUTUAL CRUSH
• and I love the people that you know ONE SIDED ATTRACTION
• and I love the way you can't say no MUTUAL ATTRACTION
• too many long lines in a row PHYSICAL TENSION
• i love the powder on your nose TEMPTATION
• and now I know who you are CHEMISTRY
• it wasn't that hard PURE LUST
• just to figure you out ONE NIGHT STAND
• i like the freckles on your chest FLING
• and I like the way you like me best FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS
• and I like the way you're not impressed SECRET
• while you put me to the test PAST [GOOD]
• i like the white stains on your dress PAST [BAD]
• and I love the way you pass the check PAST [STILL TENSION]
• and I love the good times that you wreck LOVE/HATE
• and I love your lack of self-respect ON AND OFF
• while you passed out on the deck CURRENT
• i love my hands around your neck POSSIBLE FUTURE
• and now i know who you are FUTURE
• it wasn’t that hard TRUE LOVE
• just to figure you out FINAL[/color]
[/ul]+ + PRAY I’M NEVER COMING BACK

[/SIZE] well you can dig me up a grave DON’T SPEAK
• and try to stick me in the ground FOE OF A FRIEND
• well you can tie me to the bed ENEMIES WITH BENEFITS
• and try and beat me half to death COMPETITION
• but you can never keep me down FRIENDLY RIVALRY
• well you can stick me in a hole RIVALRY
• and you can pray all day for rain ANNOYANCE
• you can shoot me in the leg ONE SIDED DISLIKE
• just to try to make me beg MUTUAL DISLIKE
• and you can leave me there for days VERBAL FIGHTS
• you can steal me the keys PHYSICAL FIGHTS
• to your daddy's Cadillac ONE SIDED HATRED
• you can tamper with the brakes MUTUAL HATRED
• then call it a mistake FRIEND TURNED FOE
• and pray I'm never coming back ENEMY
• but you can never keep me down WISH DEATH UPON[/color]
[/ul]+ + I FOUND, I FOUND SOMETHING

[/SIZE] throw a stone into the water HAVEN’T MET
• the ripple is broken INDIFFERENT
• now burn the baby MIXED FEELINGS
• just for holding the candle JEALOUSY
• and take it all back FEAR
• search for justice RESPECT
• it doesn’t live here anymore ADMIRATION
• i bothered not to believe PROTECTION
• and why do you see me in this way MENTOR
• i don’t ask for much anymore MENTEE[/color]
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[Asher Gracin]

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[cynthia montague]

CYNTHIA MARLA MONTAGUE

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[/color] most of us wanna know why we're here BEST
• because faith is hard to find CONFIDANT
• believe it or not PARTNERS IN CRIME
• i like your pants around your feet IT’S COMPLICATED
• and I love the way you can't say no MUTUAL ATTRACTION
• and I love the way you pass the check PAST [STILL TENSION]
• it doesn’t live here anymore ADMIRATION
• i bothered not to believe PROTECTION[/ul]
Cynthia Says: "No words I can give you could ever describe my feelings for Ash. He's good for me, the respect and admiration I feel for him is endless, I can look at him and say 'that's the idea', ideal friend, ideal human. He's always there for me, caring, understanding, supportive, loving. He's my best friend and I'm trying hard to be as good to him as he's to me. Really hard, he deserves much better than what I'm giving him.
Right now I don't spend that much time with him, and I feel really shitty about it. Worse yet, as soon as a thought of Jude takes control of my mind, I completely forget every plan I had on hitting Ash up and doing something. And I'm egoistic, even now when I can't give him what he could and should have, I'd never let him go. I need this boy.
We used to be far closer than friends are supposed to be and that, I must say, was wonderful, but all good things come to an end. I miss it sometimes, I have to admit, it's not like my boyfriend isn't satisfying me, but when I hang out with Ash, when we're at either of ours places and I find myself in his arms, I want to get closer. He's a part of me, and the occasional hugs other friends share for comfort are just everyday casualties for us. What am I supposed to do when I need comfort from my best friend?"
Asher Says: "I trust Cynthia with my life. There isn't anything I wouldn't do for her. Sometimes I feel like I live every day just for the chance to be with her again--she makes me feel safe. She makes me feel like I'm worth something, even if I know I'm not...She doesn't laugh at me for my strange fear, or the way I need to be close to her...I want her and I need her like I need to breathe. For the past few months our friendship has climbed to a new level of intimacy--but it's not weird for us...It's natural, it feels right to hold her against me at night. When she's not at my house, or I'm not at hers I feel empty and cold...I need to feel her warmth, I need her company. I'm worried that I'll be forgotten now that she has somebody new, but I'm doing my best to be happy for her...I know she'd be happy for me...She's more than anyone could ever ask for in a friend--or a lover, for that matter."